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8 Facts about Kurt Johnson (Stim Board)
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I was tagged by 
to do Kurt Johnson, my Marvel OC. Here is a picture my new baby. 
(BONUS: Stim Board teams up sometimes with my Mutant OC Bubblegum; she does not like him whatsoever but their similar powers tend to work well together. But often she's the one committing crimes and he gets somehow dragged into stopping her.)
FRIENDS (I don't have 8 friends hahahahahaha):
cute little purple alien baby
short, grumpy sexy baby who is married to my baby
red-head baby who my baby screwed over for the rest of his life
bunny bouncing baby boy
grumpy tired fire baby
dramatic tomato baby
creepy sexy demon baby
to do Kurt Johnson, my Marvel OC. Here is a picture my new baby. THE RULES:
1. Post the Rules
2. Post 8 Facts about your character
3.Tag 8 People + their character in question
FACT 1:
Stim Board is my superhero OC set in the Marvel universe who is heavily based off of me. He has my personality, and what my set of powers would be. He even dresses like me in and out of costume. His suit is mainly colors I love, but when he is Kurt he wears mainly black and sometimes colorful shirts or hats. But since he is a superhero he is now his own person; no longer me. A good way to sum up his personality; he's like Chat Noir from Miraculous Ladybug, or a weird mix of Spiderman and Deadpool. He's very flirty, witty, and bubbly in personality. He tries to see the best of all situations and tries his best to be positive. But sometimes his judgement gets cloudy and he has off days. Lets just say don't get on his bad side; you might end up dead or horribly wounded. Or your pants will be filled of shit and piss and you'll be running away from a colorful teenage boy.FACT 2:
His powers are complex but simple for him, It did not take him long to understand how his powers worked. He can change his body into different textures of slime and goo; sometimes he can be like stretchy putty, slimy and wet, or sticky as gum. He can turn his whole body into goo and stretch as far as his slime state can go; but all of this is controlled by his emotional state; which is his strength and weakness. If he is tense or angry, he cannot slime at all. But if he's happy and calm it's easier for him to slime. If he's feeling love, passion, pleasure or nervousness he often starts to slime and drip quite quickly. His slime is a great way to see how he's feeling, or not feeling; because he's wonderful at dissociating himself with situations. His emotions are a huge part with his slime molding abilities.FACT 3:
Kurt's father works as an engineer for candy machines in factories. He often is the one to fix them and design them to mass produce candy. He developed a bubblegum mixing machine that he showed to Kurt on a Take-Your-Kid-To-Work-Day. However it was malfunctioning and in the panic of to getting it from not blowing; Kurt fell inside. He was cut with the blades of the mixer pretty badly but the gum mixed into his DNA giving his slime abilities.FACT 4:
Kurt Johnson got his name from fucking Bernie Sanders! from this video my sister constantly whispers Kurt in a raspy old man voice. At one point she said "you should change your name to Kurt!" as a joke. But instead of replacing Wade I gave it to my superhero baby. (btw the part starts at 2:00 but it's worth watching the whole thing!) Johnson just sounded good with his name, and Stim Board is because Im tumblr trash.FACT 5:
Stim Board has a lover and a best friend, who is inspired by my crush. (Dont worry it's not a creepy thing, they know about the character and my feelings) His name is Nebula who can teleport his body by misty spacey shit. He can also open up small galaxies that are used as a blunt force. Nebula is Polyamorous and pans/bisexual, while Stim is also Pansexual. Kurt respects his friend's love life and relationships but he doesn't want to be apart of a poly relationship. So they aren't officially dating. The two are madly in love however, and still hook up now and again and aren't shy to express their love for each other. They are happy to be super gay besties.(BONUS: Stim Board teams up sometimes with my Mutant OC Bubblegum; she does not like him whatsoever but their similar powers tend to work well together. But often she's the one committing crimes and he gets somehow dragged into stopping her.)
FACT 6:
Kurt loves up beat pop music a lot! He sometimes wears huge headphones when battling and listens to Lady Gaga and Britney Spears. He tries to keep bubbly, witty, and humorous during battles because it's an easy way to be able to slime and control his body, and a way he copes in often very bad situations. "Fake laugh hiding real Pain" basically sums up how he tries to live his life.FACT 7:
Stim Board is actually a huge coward! He has a fear of ice and falling. He feels better when he's in a slime state because it makes it easier for him to move around. But if he's solid he's scared of falling and getting hurt. Which brings up that if he's solid as a human; he can get hurt and killed. If he is in slime form and gets his leg blown off- he can still mold his slime leg back on and it will be back to normal. So any damage done when he's flesh and bone; he could be a goner! So he often stays out of really dangerous crimes. He normally stops hate crimes; bullying at school, and robberies.FACT 8:
Stim Board has one main villain who is modeled after my take on my battle with depression. Her name is virus and she controls tiny green robotic bugs she programmed to inter a host; and they set them into stages of depression. Each bug is different in size and intensity of symptoms. They leave the host after 2 weeks, but they can be deadly depending on what they do to the person. She likes having people who live happy good lives feel her pain, so she made these bugs to make them feel her suffering. As stated before; Stim Board tries to stay happy and upbeat. When he is depressed he is often way too slimy and slows himself down. BONUS FACT: IF KURT IS IN HIS PUTTY FORM DURING SEX, IF YOU AREN'T CAREFUL, HIS FUCKING PUTTY BODY MAKES RANDOM ASS FART NOISES AND IT KILLS THE MOOD AND SENDS HIM INTO A LAUGHING CRYING PIT OF SHAME AND HE MELTS INTO A PUDDLE AND IT'S FUNNY AS SHIT! 10/10 RECOMMENDS DOING IT AT LEAST ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!
FRIENDS (I don't have 8 friends hahahahahaha):
cute little purple alien baby short, grumpy sexy baby who is married to my baby red-head baby who my baby screwed over for the rest of his life bunny bouncing baby boy grumpy tired fire baby dramatic tomato baby creepy sexy demon baby
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Devious Journal Entry
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I was tagged by to do Myra
Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 facts about your character.
3. Tag 8 other characters.
4. Post their names along with their creators avatar.
Fact 1: Myra is Theodore's youngest daughter and the last daughter between Theodore and Randy, and she was named after Theodore's mother Myra.
Fact 2: Myra is actually based off of my sister and
Not completely of course, but aspects of her character and her physical design is based off of their styles and body types. Fact 3: Myra is part incubus from Theodore, so she needs sex for energy. (she's a huge slut in school) But she got powers from her dad Randy. She can control dark energy and is connected to the dead.
Fact 4: She's pretty naive and insensitive at times to others unlike her. But after having a long talk, she'll get her mind more open to other views.
Fact 5: Myra wasn't always heavy set; she once was very skinny and tiny and had straight black hair. I wanted my characters to have different body types, so I made her curvy and I wanted her to have the same curly wavy hair that Theodore once had.
Fact 6: Myra was suppose to age very slowly; being stuck as a baby for many years. I didn't want that, because Theodore already has a 5 year old dead ghost daughter who never ages. So I forced her to age into a teenager.
Fact 7: Myra's closest to her sister Molly, who is a ghost girl who died in WWII. Molly was drawn to her from day one and always looked over Myra. As Myra gets older it's harder for Molly to cope, but still they are the one of the closest siblings in Theodore's family.
Fact 8: She doesn't like her dad Randy that much, and she rather be more incubus and doesn't care to work on her darker powers. Often she uses her dark powers to do witch craft which she likes to learn from her step dad Oliver.
Meh, whoever wants to do this can do this.
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OC Questions
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Tagged by and I loved how much detail they went into, so I think I'm going to do the same! I don't think anyone will care, but it'll be relaxing and fun for me!
But to be honest, after giving it a lot of thought, probably one of my very first to date is Shadow. He's this clanky cyborg like dude from an old story I was writing. He's a very calm natured dude, and heavily based off of my dad. I still have him today, I just don't use him anymore. He's still my baby and I still love him.
2. Do you have a personal favorite among your OCs?
I have actually many favorites that I don't draw or talk about much, but I think the obvious answer to this is Theodore. Theodore has gotten so much time and development as I refined him and made him grow more and more each year. To his relations, back story, history, personality, and most of all character design.
and I loved how much detail they went into, so I think I'm going to do the same! I don't think anyone will care, but it'll be relaxing and fun for me!1. Your first OC?
I don't know who my VERY FIRST OC was, one of them for sure being Theodore Faux. He's my cambion character, or as I often define him as a incubus just because cambion is a more detailed accurate term but a lot of people don't actually know what that means. So it's just easier calling him a incubus. (he'll come up A LOT in this)But to be honest, after giving it a lot of thought, probably one of my very first to date is Shadow. He's this clanky cyborg like dude from an old story I was writing. He's a very calm natured dude, and heavily based off of my dad. I still have him today, I just don't use him anymore. He's still my baby and I still love him.
2. Do you have a personal favorite among your OCs?
I have actually many favorites that I don't draw or talk about much, but I think the obvious answer to this is Theodore. Theodore has gotten so much time and development as I refined him and made him grow more and more each year. To his relations, back story, history, personality, and most of all character design.
3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?
Actually a lot more than you'd think! Theodore's whole family, expect a few of his kids, are shared creations with friends. However, just to save space and time I will only list the ones GIVEN to me, not any characters that have SHARED creations.
Catherine was given to me by
because Theodore really wanted to have children, and so they made Catherine and I made Agatha, who is his two oldest children. And Molly, Theodore's ghost child, was given to me by 
and those are the only ones that I can think of that have been given to me.
4. A character you rarely talk about?
Thats a lot, actually. I never talk about my characters often just because they are very complex and live in a very complex world. I had a foster mother who hated whenever I shared anything with her, and my sister shows a lot of disinterest in them, and none of my friends ask questions about them. So to be honest, a lot of my characters, even my well known ones, never get spoken about like they once did.
I think my characters from old novel ideas get that the most. Like my characters from Unknown Dreams, a banned idea from way back when. Thats where Shadow comes from and other characters like him. I even had a circus one with this rebellious circus boy who could walk in people's dreams and create nightmares....i miss him he was fucking cool.
In the world Theodore lives in, there is many more that don't get the light of day. His kids sadly enough follow under this too. Catherine, even though being more developed than Walter and Luna, get talked about less than those two. Oswald following close behind. Theodore's son with Satan is never brought up either. Oswald works at a brothel where he works with three main women; known as the Three Sevens. Thats just to name a few. I haven't even brought up the demonic soul of Rasputin, his FBI coworker...like fuck man. No one knows about this world but me and it's fucking sad as all hell....
Next question please before I cry.
Actually a lot more than you'd think! Theodore's whole family, expect a few of his kids, are shared creations with friends. However, just to save space and time I will only list the ones GIVEN to me, not any characters that have SHARED creations.
Catherine was given to me by
because Theodore really wanted to have children, and so they made Catherine and I made Agatha, who is his two oldest children. And Molly, Theodore's ghost child, was given to me by and those are the only ones that I can think of that have been given to me.4. A character you rarely talk about?
Thats a lot, actually. I never talk about my characters often just because they are very complex and live in a very complex world. I had a foster mother who hated whenever I shared anything with her, and my sister shows a lot of disinterest in them, and none of my friends ask questions about them. So to be honest, a lot of my characters, even my well known ones, never get spoken about like they once did.
I think my characters from old novel ideas get that the most. Like my characters from Unknown Dreams, a banned idea from way back when. Thats where Shadow comes from and other characters like him. I even had a circus one with this rebellious circus boy who could walk in people's dreams and create nightmares....i miss him he was fucking cool.
In the world Theodore lives in, there is many more that don't get the light of day. His kids sadly enough follow under this too. Catherine, even though being more developed than Walter and Luna, get talked about less than those two. Oswald following close behind. Theodore's son with Satan is never brought up either. Oswald works at a brothel where he works with three main women; known as the Three Sevens. Thats just to name a few. I haven't even brought up the demonic soul of Rasputin, his FBI coworker...like fuck man. No one knows about this world but me and it's fucking sad as all hell....
Next question please before I cry.
5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/well known, which one would it be?
Considering my feelings on the last questions; I would want them all to be known. I want THEIR WORLD TO BE KNOWN! I've spent so much time on them and that world, and still working on it, and I would love to see ANYONE show interest in it besides me. But maybe it's all shit and maybe thats why no one cares hahahaha *looks at how many comments and likes I get...all 0s* maybe thats another factor.
Now for only ONE; this may shock you. I want David to become popular. David is Theodore's newest son shared between me and. I love Theodore don't get me wrong, but David is far more interesting in his current state than Theodore is. Theodore is just a super old demon who is retired mainly just so he can focus on pleasuring his new husband and taking care of David. Theodore's backstory and history is far more interesting than his current state. I think people would be far more interested in the journeys that David and his niece Emily go on as a whole, than just Theodore by himself.
I think David would be a good way to show my world and those characters, in an interesting and fun way for people. Theodore is boring as shit, but I still love him.
Now for only ONE; this may shock you. I want David to become popular. David is Theodore's newest son shared between me and
. I love Theodore don't get me wrong, but David is far more interesting in his current state than Theodore is. Theodore is just a super old demon who is retired mainly just so he can focus on pleasuring his new husband and taking care of David. Theodore's backstory and history is far more interesting than his current state. I think people would be far more interested in the journeys that David and his niece Emily go on as a whole, than just Theodore by himself.I think David would be a good way to show my world and those characters, in an interesting and fun way for people. Theodore is boring as shit, but I still love him.
6. What are two OCs of yours who look alike despite not being related?
Thats hard, because Theodore being my main OC and all my minor OCs are all related or connected to him. But I feel like none of them look the same, unless related. I feel like my characters look similar to other people's OCs. Not saying that I'm copying or they are, just some of my friends and mine OCs are similar in looks.
7. Would you ever be willing to give away/sell any of your OCs?
Most likely not. Even when I work with shared characters; I always have my own head canons that are different from the partners; because I'm a controlling head-strong bitch like that. For instance, Walter I see as a negative and angry person while the co-creator sees him more of a worried and saddened person.
I wouldn't want to see what others would do with my babies. I would have to have 0 emotional connection to them to let them go.
I wouldn't want to see what others would do with my babies. I would have to have 0 emotional connection to them to let them go.
8. An OC of yours with a complicated design?
According to my character designs are complicated as they finds it hard to draw them. But to me, I feel like they have grown more simple from their older designs. (looking at you Theodore and Agatha...and Emily...and well basically everyone)
BUT yes, there are some that are more complicated. I'd say David is one, for he has a lot of detail. Shadow with his rusty metal body parts and odd body details (teeth and bruising and veins around his metal limbs and plates, even his indent in his helmet head). Also Reck, a circus character inspired by Voldo from Soul Calibur; so many fucking straps and veins man.
my character designs are complicated as they finds it hard to draw them. But to me, I feel like they have grown more simple from their older designs. (looking at you Theodore and Agatha...and Emily...and well basically everyone) BUT yes, there are some that are more complicated. I'd say David is one, for he has a lot of detail. Shadow with his rusty metal body parts and odd body details (teeth and bruising and veins around his metal limbs and plates, even his indent in his helmet head). Also Reck, a circus character inspired by Voldo from Soul Calibur; so many fucking straps and veins man.
9. Is there an OC of yours you would describe as a 'sunshine'?
A few actually. Catherine has a very sunshine personality, but I think David has to be the most Sunshine-personality I have so far. He's actually kinda inspired by Steven from Steven Universe; which is a character I actually relate to a lot. David's siblings have all been through a lot in the family and often have bitter tastes towards life. But David was lucky enough to have two loving dads and a finally stable family environment. So he's rarely ever bitter and sees the best in everyone and is always hopeful for the best in all situations. Sometimes he gets disproven of good outcomes; but at least he tries to see and be good in all aspects of life.
10. Your favorite OC that's not yours?
Geez, I don't have a favorite really. I also don't want anyone to feel bad if I don't pick theirs. So I'll just say I don't have a favorite. I love all the OCs I've ran into.
11. Do you have any troublemaker OCs?
Yes! Oswald is probably one of the top ones; he's a hitman working for a brothel ran by three women. He hunts down men who mistreat the women. Sometimes he just threatens them but sometimes he just straight up kills them.
His partner in crime, is Theodore's son Amos who is the son of Satan as well. Both him and Oswald work together; even though Amos mainly robs people and hoards all his goods in the depths of Hell with his father.
Walter, is another. I see him being a negative angry person who holds it in for his sister. Even though i could see him having ill intent with some characters. *cough*David*cough*
Toby, my circus OC who uses his circus life style often as a way to rebel against norms in society. (wearing stage make-up, feminine clothing etc.)
Thats the only few on the top of my head.
His partner in crime, is Theodore's son Amos who is the son of Satan as well. Both him and Oswald work together; even though Amos mainly robs people and hoards all his goods in the depths of Hell with his father.
Walter, is another. I see him being a negative angry person who holds it in for his sister. Even though i could see him having ill intent with some characters. *cough*David*cough*
Toby, my circus OC who uses his circus life style often as a way to rebel against norms in society. (wearing stage make-up, feminine clothing etc.)
Thats the only few on the top of my head.
12. Name an OC of yours with a tragic backstory.
Toby has a tragic back story. His circus family was attacked by a government force trying to contain mutant like creatures; this led to the death of his love interest and the separation from his father, Reck.
Theodore also has a semi-dark back story. He was raised in medieval times on a farm with his mother and brother. His mother passed, leaving him and his older brother alone. He then had to live in a Church with his brother, as they used the Church as an easy way to stay alive. Now this doesn't sound too bad, but it's bad if you're a fucking demon training to be a priest.
Catherine was abused by her father; kept in the basement with only books for a mental outlet until she was rescued by Theodore.
Reck was predicted to be an abuser and rapist of women, so a witch cursed him to become a deformed creature. So he lives his life as a creepy monster, but does everything in his power to protect and respect women in hopes to prove he is not what the witch predicted and wishes for the curse to be broken.
Theodore also has a semi-dark back story. He was raised in medieval times on a farm with his mother and brother. His mother passed, leaving him and his older brother alone. He then had to live in a Church with his brother, as they used the Church as an easy way to stay alive. Now this doesn't sound too bad, but it's bad if you're a fucking demon training to be a priest.
Catherine was abused by her father; kept in the basement with only books for a mental outlet until she was rescued by Theodore.
Reck was predicted to be an abuser and rapist of women, so a witch cursed him to become a deformed creature. So he lives his life as a creepy monster, but does everything in his power to protect and respect women in hopes to prove he is not what the witch predicted and wishes for the curse to be broken.
13. Do you talk about your OCs with other people?
Yes, but no one really cares. So I dont go into a lot of detail or do much with them...I've tried to but...meh. Even now I'm holding back. but I'm remembering a lot of old characters I actually might redesign for fun.
14. Which of your OCs would be best at biology in school?
Theodore! He was a plague doctor, a soldier in WWI, helped both his partners to deliver their children, etc. He's not super educated but he has a good basic understanding of the human body.
For deeper meaning of biology; such as the study of just simple living things; probably Agatha, Emily and her father, and my witch OC Anton (maybe even David) who study plants and animals often in their hobbies.
For deeper meaning of biology; such as the study of just simple living things; probably Agatha, Emily and her father, and my witch OC Anton (maybe even David) who study plants and animals often in their hobbies.
15. Any OC OTPS?
THEODORE AND OLIVER
THEODORE AND OLIVER
THEODORE AND OLIVER
THEODORE AND OLIVER
...Did I mention Theodore and Oliver? (Oliver is's baby)
Vince and Lydia, and Reck and Hinley
16. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you.
I feel like a lot of you already know about Theodore and how I've had him since middle school; lets try someone else shall we?
Since Shadow keeps recurring; lets talk about him. Shadow is a super calm natured character modeled after my father's temperament. He takes life easy, he talks real smooth and when he's among friends he's nothing but kind hearted. He lives in a complicated world where everything in the human world is not defined; is defined there. Like shadow is named shadow because he IS the phenomena of shadows. His best friend Nightmare, IS nightmares. There is love and hate in this world, as they too are actual living creatures. Etc. You get the idea.
A human somehow crosses over into this world and he finds her and protects her and makes sure she makes her way back home safely is the plot of the story. But Shadow has little quirks inspired by me and my dad. He would hoard papers; drawings he did, paper work, cards, you name it. His house is filled with piles and piles of papers. Everything is old and warn out in his house, and he's just too lazy to replace or clean anything because he finds his little house just fine how it is. His favorite snack is pears and drinking canned pear juice. He's a dorky innocent character and I'm in love with him.
THEODORE AND OLIVER
THEODORE AND OLIVER
THEODORE AND OLIVER
...Did I mention Theodore and Oliver? (Oliver is
's baby)Vince and Lydia, and Reck and Hinley
16. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you.
I feel like a lot of you already know about Theodore and how I've had him since middle school; lets try someone else shall we?
Since Shadow keeps recurring; lets talk about him. Shadow is a super calm natured character modeled after my father's temperament. He takes life easy, he talks real smooth and when he's among friends he's nothing but kind hearted. He lives in a complicated world where everything in the human world is not defined; is defined there. Like shadow is named shadow because he IS the phenomena of shadows. His best friend Nightmare, IS nightmares. There is love and hate in this world, as they too are actual living creatures. Etc. You get the idea.
A human somehow crosses over into this world and he finds her and protects her and makes sure she makes her way back home safely is the plot of the story. But Shadow has little quirks inspired by me and my dad. He would hoard papers; drawings he did, paper work, cards, you name it. His house is filled with piles and piles of papers. Everything is old and warn out in his house, and he's just too lazy to replace or clean anything because he finds his little house just fine how it is. His favorite snack is pears and drinking canned pear juice. He's a dorky innocent character and I'm in love with him.
17. Do any of your OCs sing?
No, not really. :/ I dunno why but i see Theodore's voice as Pelle Almqvist the lead singer of The Hives. [link] (talking voice) [link] [link](singing voice)
18. Which of your OCs is the most artistic?
Probably Toby because he loves the arts; he was raised around it his whole life.
19. Is there an OC of yours that people tend to mischaracterize?
I don't know, because I share a lot of my OCs and I don't talk about mine a lot. I think maybe Theodore? Not a lot of people know about him and might just assume his personality? I'm not sure really.
20. Introduce an OC that has changed from your first concept work.
I've had two characters do this; a homestuck OC and Myra. Myra was suppose to be this skinny shy girl like Molly. Also very creepy with being interested in the dead due to being so close to her dead sister.
But I decided to make Myra heavy set instead to give my characters different body types. And then she became this very confident loud mouth girl, who is known to be the slut of her high school and into the gothic look. Myra can, at times be insensitive to things, making her a complete bitch at times. But once you get her to stop being arrogant, and open her mind to new things, she's actually a sweetheart. Just don't take her bluntness to heart. She's actually a super loving sweet girl and sometimes doesn't know she crosses lines.
But I decided to make Myra heavy set instead to give my characters different body types. And then she became this very confident loud mouth girl, who is known to be the slut of her high school and into the gothic look. Myra can, at times be insensitive to things, making her a complete bitch at times. But once you get her to stop being arrogant, and open her mind to new things, she's actually a sweetheart. Just don't take her bluntness to heart. She's actually a super loving sweet girl and sometimes doesn't know she crosses lines.
21. If you could meet any one of your OCs, which one would it be?
Theodore! Hands down! We'd talk for hours about religion and magic, and his amazing family and his fucked up life. We'd be very cuddly friends and we'd go on dates to the mall and shop until we were both broke. Fuck, I want him to be real now. Theodore BFF for life!
22. Which OC is most like you?
Take a WILD guess of who that might be? It starts with a T.
23. Have you ever had to change an OC's design or personality against your will?
Yes, mainly for RPs or school projects. Which can be frustrating or super fun depending.
24. Any OCs inspired by a certain song?
OMFG Shadow!!! Showbiz by Muse inspired him and the story in the beginning (and canon voice) [link] and [link] Counting Bodies Like Sheep by Perfect Cycle is what the story developed into.
25. Which OC is the most dangerous?
Probably Satan and Amos, Oswald being second to that. David and Emily both could be very dangerous even though they use their skills for good. They could do some damage.
26. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone where they're going?
David most likely. He's always getting himself into some adventuring trouble. Probably to find lost souls and help them cross over.
27. Which one of your OCs is most likely to have a secret stuffed animal collection?
I think Myra would but she wouldn't be ashamed if someone found it. But I don't think she shows it off or anything. It's probably just stored in her closet somewhere.
28. Which one of your OCs would make the best horror movie protagonist?
Okay Emily would be best because she is a trained hunter and a complete badass; but it would be a short movie because the killer would be killed very quickly. But to fit the cliches but STILL survive would probably be....Uuhhhh....lets go with Luna...whythehellnot.
29. Which one of your OCs is the shyest?
Molly, Theodore's WWII ghost daughter. She's super shy but super deadly so you never want to piss her off. But normally she keeps to herself unless she really likes you she'll linger very close.
30. Are any of your characters related to each other?
Theodore is the father of Agatha, Catherine, Oswald, Walter, Luna, Myra, Amos, Molly, and David. Emily is the daughter of Agatha and Jake.
Reck and Toby are father and son by adoption. (I know not RELATED by blood, but Theodore has a lot of adopted kids and I don't care they are still FAMILY!)
Reck and Toby are father and son by adoption. (I know not RELATED by blood, but Theodore has a lot of adopted kids and I don't care they are still FAMILY!)
31. Do you have an OC who has a relative or friend played by someone else?
Theodore's ex husband Randy
Theodore's ex lover Morrea, and father Jerimya
Theodore's current husband Oliver
Theodore's ex lover Morrea, and father Jerimya
Theodore's current husband Oliver
32. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?
Fuck if I know....Probably Toby because he's a performer.
33. Do you have any certain type you favor when you create your OCs?
Demonic beings really. I think I have more male characters than I do female. I tend to do a lot of badasses who seem to be unstoppable. Lately I've been trying out new personalities like David who is a ball of sunshine always.
34. What's something you like about your OCs in general?
Their detailed worlds and character, and how they are very different from each other. I also love how most of them are connected in one way or another. Rarely are they from different worlds. They are all my babies and even if I don't do much with them, I love them all so much.
35. What's a character you no longer use?
(finally last question fuck I'm so tired God damn!)
Shadow and his gang I don't use anymore. Same with Reck, and Toby. Among so many others. A lot of characters in Theodore's world i don't use, even though they are still important to stories and I work on them sometimes, I use them rarely for anything. I have hundreds more that I most likely have completely forgotten. But hey, who knows maybe after doing this I might revive Shadow, Reck, and Toby and actually do something with some of Theodore's family for a change.
Feel free to do this! It was a lot of fun, and I've already tagged so many people! So feel free! And have fun!
Shadow and his gang I don't use anymore. Same with Reck, and Toby. Among so many others. A lot of characters in Theodore's world i don't use, even though they are still important to stories and I work on them sometimes, I use them rarely for anything. I have hundreds more that I most likely have completely forgotten. But hey, who knows maybe after doing this I might revive Shadow, Reck, and Toby and actually do something with some of Theodore's family for a change.
Feel free to do this! It was a lot of fun, and I've already tagged so many people! So feel free! And have fun!
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I'm Feeling Better and A Hopeful Future
6 min read
So I'm feeling much better, after taking time for myself. Luckily I didn't work in the morning, so I cleaned and blessed my room, did some drawings and took some time to let go of my anger in a healthy, not destructive way. I'm feeling better, and who knows maybe that anger came from something deeper than I know. But that's for a later time.
Since I am feeling lost in my life, and looking to better myself and life with a hobby of some sorts, I do have some ideas for my DA. I plan on cleaning it up tonight; get rid of old files, redoing them, adding more aspects and such. Along with this cleaning, I have some ideas I want to run by.
I want to sell prints on like Redbubble or a website similar to that; where people can buy my art on t-shirts, pillows, phone cases, etc. I think some of my pieces would be good for that. But the question is; is anyone interested in buying my art? And if so, what kind of things would you like to see or be willing to buy? If there is no demand for this aspect, I probably won't do it. But give me feed back on this idea.
Another idea is adopts. I've seen many friends and people I follow do adopts or selling characters. I would like to get into that. If anyone is interested in that, let me know! To be honest, It sounds super fun and I'd LOVE to do it! If anyone is willing to buy my characters, what kind of characters would you be interested in seeing? Creatures, humanoid beings, etc? I would love feed back on this and ideas! Also if you do sell or do adopts, give me some tips on how to do so and how it works!
Another thing I am considering, but least willing on my list, is doing commissions. However, it depends on the demands. I want to know what my watchers would like more; physically buying my art, buying characters, or buying personally designed artwork from me. And again, anyone out there who does commissions I am curious about how to run that type of "business" if you have any tips!
I did awhile back do a few YouTube videos, ironically my last video was about me not leaving and planning on continuing it. However, I didn't after that video because I got super busy with my new job and still fitting into my new home. I do think I will pick up on it again at some point. Not right now, but I do want to do singing videos with my sister and by myself. Doing covers from Cartoon Network Shows and what not. I think it could be another fun hobby if all fails, or another milestone for myself.
I also do plan on being more active on DA in general. Such as talking to watchers more, responding to comments (if I ever get any), writing more about my artwork, and displaying them better. I plan on scanning my artwork as soon as possible to make the quality better. Currently I am just taking photos with my phone, which causes the lighting to always be different depending on when and where I take the photo. Also the website I use to edit my art isn't the best. I really should just have my sister sit me down and teach me how to use the programs like Photoshop and such that she already has on her computer. Mainly I've just been lazy and taking my life one step at a time.
Now, as I'm writing all of these plans there is a nagging voice in the back of my head telling me "what about college? College is your FIRST priority!" But in all honesty, it is not. My first priority is actually working full time, and getting a second job, developing hobbies and working towards my treatments (which I will explain later). Everyone around me is telling me to go to school. But i am not at all ready to go to school. I don't want to waste money or my time when I have no motivation to continue out school. I think I'd drop out, or jump around with majors. For right now, I'm going to have some fun with my youth and do what I want before jumping into that mindset of a future career. Don't get me wrong, I do have a plan for college. But that plan is not right now. It's later in my life. I'm not sure how much later. But it is not this next month, or next year. Maybe the year after. Who knows.
Aside from my college rant, which was basically just stating my insecurities in my future, I have another huge step in my life I need to focus on and put more effort into it. Which, is being put on hold because of my current state of uncertainty of my life as a whole. Some of you may know, but I am a transmale now. As some may notice, my gender on my DA has changed and my first name has been removed. This is because I am transitioning my gender and life style from female to male. This is a huge journey and step in my life. I am certain of this move, but really I only have one huge step left to do; get on testosterone treatments (among other "big" steps such as coming out to everyone, and top surgery which is YEARS away). what is holding me back is because it is the finale step. It is the finale step to finally be completely out. I cannot hide my transgender self once my voice drops or I start growing more hair. I cannot hide that, and the fact I can no longer hide scares me. but it's a step i need to make.
So after my depressed state, this is what I have planned for my future. Please give feed back on the ideas for my DA and ways to further connect with the community I have going here. It's small, and i know I got new followers and I am so sorry I have ignored you. But please, speak up and say hello! I don't bite. I don't want ghost followers.
Thank you for reading, and I hope you all have a good day/night! I love you all!
Since I am feeling lost in my life, and looking to better myself and life with a hobby of some sorts, I do have some ideas for my DA. I plan on cleaning it up tonight; get rid of old files, redoing them, adding more aspects and such. Along with this cleaning, I have some ideas I want to run by.
I want to sell prints on like Redbubble or a website similar to that; where people can buy my art on t-shirts, pillows, phone cases, etc. I think some of my pieces would be good for that. But the question is; is anyone interested in buying my art? And if so, what kind of things would you like to see or be willing to buy? If there is no demand for this aspect, I probably won't do it. But give me feed back on this idea.
Another idea is adopts. I've seen many friends and people I follow do adopts or selling characters. I would like to get into that. If anyone is interested in that, let me know! To be honest, It sounds super fun and I'd LOVE to do it! If anyone is willing to buy my characters, what kind of characters would you be interested in seeing? Creatures, humanoid beings, etc? I would love feed back on this and ideas! Also if you do sell or do adopts, give me some tips on how to do so and how it works!
Another thing I am considering, but least willing on my list, is doing commissions. However, it depends on the demands. I want to know what my watchers would like more; physically buying my art, buying characters, or buying personally designed artwork from me. And again, anyone out there who does commissions I am curious about how to run that type of "business" if you have any tips!
I did awhile back do a few YouTube videos, ironically my last video was about me not leaving and planning on continuing it. However, I didn't after that video because I got super busy with my new job and still fitting into my new home. I do think I will pick up on it again at some point. Not right now, but I do want to do singing videos with my sister and by myself. Doing covers from Cartoon Network Shows and what not. I think it could be another fun hobby if all fails, or another milestone for myself.
I also do plan on being more active on DA in general. Such as talking to watchers more, responding to comments (if I ever get any), writing more about my artwork, and displaying them better. I plan on scanning my artwork as soon as possible to make the quality better. Currently I am just taking photos with my phone, which causes the lighting to always be different depending on when and where I take the photo. Also the website I use to edit my art isn't the best. I really should just have my sister sit me down and teach me how to use the programs like Photoshop and such that she already has on her computer. Mainly I've just been lazy and taking my life one step at a time.
Now, as I'm writing all of these plans there is a nagging voice in the back of my head telling me "what about college? College is your FIRST priority!" But in all honesty, it is not. My first priority is actually working full time, and getting a second job, developing hobbies and working towards my treatments (which I will explain later). Everyone around me is telling me to go to school. But i am not at all ready to go to school. I don't want to waste money or my time when I have no motivation to continue out school. I think I'd drop out, or jump around with majors. For right now, I'm going to have some fun with my youth and do what I want before jumping into that mindset of a future career. Don't get me wrong, I do have a plan for college. But that plan is not right now. It's later in my life. I'm not sure how much later. But it is not this next month, or next year. Maybe the year after. Who knows.
Aside from my college rant, which was basically just stating my insecurities in my future, I have another huge step in my life I need to focus on and put more effort into it. Which, is being put on hold because of my current state of uncertainty of my life as a whole. Some of you may know, but I am a transmale now. As some may notice, my gender on my DA has changed and my first name has been removed. This is because I am transitioning my gender and life style from female to male. This is a huge journey and step in my life. I am certain of this move, but really I only have one huge step left to do; get on testosterone treatments (among other "big" steps such as coming out to everyone, and top surgery which is YEARS away). what is holding me back is because it is the finale step. It is the finale step to finally be completely out. I cannot hide my transgender self once my voice drops or I start growing more hair. I cannot hide that, and the fact I can no longer hide scares me. but it's a step i need to make.
So after my depressed state, this is what I have planned for my future. Please give feed back on the ideas for my DA and ways to further connect with the community I have going here. It's small, and i know I got new followers and I am so sorry I have ignored you. But please, speak up and say hello! I don't bite. I don't want ghost followers.
Thank you for reading, and I hope you all have a good day/night! I love you all!
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Pent Up Rage
4 min read
I dont have a lot of people to talk to, so im just going to say what im feeling on here i guess. I dont expect anyone to read this or even say anything. I just need to vent i guess.
Im known for holding in all my feelings and often that leads me to explode, scaring everyone I love. Because they see in me what I can be but choose not to show. But its full force. Its scary for even me. I dont blame people running from my emotional states. Dont provide help. Whatever it may be i dont blame them.
Last night i took something too personal and expressed my heart broken feelings in passive agressive ways leading me to further hate myself. I helf back my tears and distracted myself the best i could.
And then today happened. I was quiet and unresponsive towards my sister. She commented on how ive been so angry lately and it hurt my feelings. Made me feel more of a monster. Then later that day i felt frustrated, which led me to bash my headphones repeatedly into the ground until they broke. Then i continued to bend and break the plastic until i couldnt anymore.
I wanted to slash all my toys and stab them. I wanted to take those scissors onto myself, cut my throat, leave huge wounds upon my shoulders. Hurt myself to the point that i need to be ran to the hospital. To the point where it was too late for my sister to find me.
I didnt want to come home. I still dont want to be here. I want to isolate myself from everyone. No one should see me like this. And the fear and confusion my loved ones see only fuel it more. Im not normally like this....they dont know what to do when they see me like this. Only a few ever have seen me get this low....soon they stopped caring.
I feel like a complete monster. I am thankful of my control but sometimes i want to lose it. Sometimes i want to show everything im feeling. I want to scream and destroy myself. I want to cry and rip my skin off. I want to hurt myself to the point that i no longer have to hurt anyone else.
Im doing okay now. I just feel numb. Numb to it all. I want to isolate myself from my friends unless they talk to me first. I dont see the point of reaching out and loving when all i feel is bitterness consuming me. I want to love oh so badly. Love someone. Love something. I want to get passionate over something. Something to make me feel sane. Something to balance my self hatred and bitterness towards the world.
I need something to latch onto. Something to keep me safe. Because i am my own demon and own monster and there is no way i can keep myself at bay.
I feel so lost and alone. I keep telling myself lies that its okay. That it will be fine. That what i have can be positive and is positive. But i feel broken and i feel myself hate things more and more. I do not know who i can go to anymore. I feel like everyone will run. Thats all they ever do. I feel like a monster.
I just wish i knew how to tame it. I wish i had someone to hold my hand and say its okay. Im tired of being my own savior. Ive survived so long on my own. With no one. For once i want someone to calm me at my worst and love me at my best.
Ive had dreams about who i am. Friends seeing these sides of me. I dont want them to see that at all.
I even had a dream past night about me frantically praying. Praying for so long and so hard because i feel like my whole world is falling apart and i need that one thing to give me hope.
I have no idea what it is or could be. But i guess i got to figure that out on my own.
Im known for holding in all my feelings and often that leads me to explode, scaring everyone I love. Because they see in me what I can be but choose not to show. But its full force. Its scary for even me. I dont blame people running from my emotional states. Dont provide help. Whatever it may be i dont blame them.
Last night i took something too personal and expressed my heart broken feelings in passive agressive ways leading me to further hate myself. I helf back my tears and distracted myself the best i could.
And then today happened. I was quiet and unresponsive towards my sister. She commented on how ive been so angry lately and it hurt my feelings. Made me feel more of a monster. Then later that day i felt frustrated, which led me to bash my headphones repeatedly into the ground until they broke. Then i continued to bend and break the plastic until i couldnt anymore.
I wanted to slash all my toys and stab them. I wanted to take those scissors onto myself, cut my throat, leave huge wounds upon my shoulders. Hurt myself to the point that i need to be ran to the hospital. To the point where it was too late for my sister to find me.
I didnt want to come home. I still dont want to be here. I want to isolate myself from everyone. No one should see me like this. And the fear and confusion my loved ones see only fuel it more. Im not normally like this....they dont know what to do when they see me like this. Only a few ever have seen me get this low....soon they stopped caring.
I feel like a complete monster. I am thankful of my control but sometimes i want to lose it. Sometimes i want to show everything im feeling. I want to scream and destroy myself. I want to cry and rip my skin off. I want to hurt myself to the point that i no longer have to hurt anyone else.
Im doing okay now. I just feel numb. Numb to it all. I want to isolate myself from my friends unless they talk to me first. I dont see the point of reaching out and loving when all i feel is bitterness consuming me. I want to love oh so badly. Love someone. Love something. I want to get passionate over something. Something to make me feel sane. Something to balance my self hatred and bitterness towards the world.
I need something to latch onto. Something to keep me safe. Because i am my own demon and own monster and there is no way i can keep myself at bay.
I feel so lost and alone. I keep telling myself lies that its okay. That it will be fine. That what i have can be positive and is positive. But i feel broken and i feel myself hate things more and more. I do not know who i can go to anymore. I feel like everyone will run. Thats all they ever do. I feel like a monster.
I just wish i knew how to tame it. I wish i had someone to hold my hand and say its okay. Im tired of being my own savior. Ive survived so long on my own. With no one. For once i want someone to calm me at my worst and love me at my best.
Ive had dreams about who i am. Friends seeing these sides of me. I dont want them to see that at all.
I even had a dream past night about me frantically praying. Praying for so long and so hard because i feel like my whole world is falling apart and i need that one thing to give me hope.
I have no idea what it is or could be. But i guess i got to figure that out on my own.
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